·
Halle
Berry, 46, is opening up about her failed past relationships in a new interview
with T, the New York Times' style magazine, where she says "her picker's
broken" when it comes to men.
Berry's
rocky relationships are no secret. The collapse of Berry's four-year marriage
to baseball player David Justice resulted in a suicide attempt; her second
husband, Eric Benet, went into sex rehab and admitted to cheating on her
repeatedly; and now she is currently in a custody struggle with her daughter Nahla's
father, Gabriel Aubry.
"My
picker's broken," Berry tells T about her ability to choose men. "God
just wanted to mix up my life. Maybe he was thinking, 'This girl can't get
everything! I'm going to give her a broken picker.'"
But now
that she's engaged to Olivier Martinez, she says her picker is apparently
"fixed now."
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According
to Berry, part of her questionable past choices comes from her admitted low
self-esteem.
"Just
because they see my face doesn't mean they see me. A person's self-esteem has
nothing to do with how she looks," she says. "If it's true that I'm
beautiful, I'm proof of that. Self-esteem comes from who you have in your life.
How you were raised. What you struggled with as a child."
Her
childhood struggles include being raised by a single mother and having a hard
time fitting in due to being biracial.
·
"My
mother tried hard," Berry says. "But there was no substitute for
having a black woman I could identify with, who could teach me about being
black."
"I
always had to prove myself through my actions," she recalls about being
the lone black student in a nearly all-white school. "Be a cheerleader. Be
class president. Be the editor of the newspaper. It gave me a way to show who I
was without being angry or violent. By the time I left school, I had a lot of
tenacity. I'd turned things around."
Still,
her "humble beginnings" very much affect her today -- even on the
night she won an Oscar for "Monster's Ball."
"I
always felt like the underdog. Behind the eight ball. I learned not to be too
high on the hog," she explains. "Even that night I won the Oscar, I
had a fundamental knowing, it was just a moment in time. Driving home that
night, back to my house, I felt like Cinderella. I said, 'When this night is
over, I'm going back to who I was.' And I did."
UNMASKING HALLE BERRY
A woman isn't going to do nothing that she doesn’t
want to when her mind is made up. That includes having a baby or anything that
concern her well being. They have been playing this game and telling the same
lie since Samson and Delilah and Halle Berry
Being half black and mating with a black person
would had made the child hold, at some point; she may had thought of this, but
then there’s that black issue thing once again, of not wanting her child to be
dark skinned. Therefore if Eric Benet
was that much into sex, some one should have gotten pregnant wouldn’t you think
before calling it quits?
Barry’s
parent’s divorced when she was four years old; were raised exclusively by
her mother, Berry
If a person really wants to kill
themselves there are too many quick and sufficient ways of doing it without a
soul around to prevent it. She may have
had low self esteem but it didn’t take the Monster Ball to pull it out of her,
a movie a yet to watch because of her.
She stated that she felt out of place and confused coming up as a child
only to bring one into the same messed of world she found hard to live in. You can blame your mother and yourself but
not God. Just think if your mother
couldn’t tell you anything about being black, just like the many others raised
by white parents, then it safe to say white is all you ever known which is why
you are attracted to them. It is the
same when two adults get together from different races pretending to relate or
connect with each only to be living a lie.
A white woman can never replace a black woman and the same hold true for
the man. We were created for each other
and people or too ignorant to figure this out or because of some other
beliefs. Black foolish men like to say
things like, “All pussy are the same,” but not once in my life time have I
heard a woman say all dicks are the same.
If that was the case then one size would please any woman, which would
prove my case that all pussy isn’t the same.
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